ERNIE AND ERNESTINA: Searching

A year or so before he died, Ernie said: “After I’m gone, maybe you’ll appreciate me.”

Then he died, and my heart cracked open. I love him now, and I can’t have him. I can’t reach him. He can’t hear me. He doesn’t even know I exist.

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Ernestina

Ernestina

My writer husband’s favorite nickname for me was Ernestina, so in this 3-book memoir, he is Ernie. This is his story, our story, and my story. I invite you in.